This blog marks a huge life transition for me. I can't promise that it will make sense, or sound groundbreaking... but I'll do my best :) Happy Easterness.
I can finally have Marmite after coping without it for Lent. Most of you who know me however, know its taken hard work for me not to give in to temptation. I've made up for not 'eating' Marmite by buying aimless crap and memorabilia instead.. keyrings and such :] Yay. So, I'm back up today and tomorrow for some family comedy in Derbyshire. I bloody love this place and after the clan sitting around the table to my Mum's super duper Easter meal, the banter started... "Amy duck. passus a slosh at'owd gravy..." Cue Nan walking in the gate and screaming at the top of her lungs..."I'M NOT STOPPIN.." Lots of laughs so far today. I love my wonderful, supportive family more than I can say. So, I have recently become more and more grateful for having ears and subsequently, music. I just effing LOVE my headphones and seem to spend the majority of my time with music playing extremely loudly whilst dancing around the room/road/shower/car like a lunatic. My ears ache from wearing them so much. I can't express my love for music and song and melody in words. Its like I'm possessed. Its in my blood and if music doesn't, or hasn't ever made you feel this way, when you just want to move and dance and scream then well... you haven't lived. I'm grateful for my life, for spirit, truth... Sadness has crept in along the way but ultimately, I know it was the right thing to do. Thank you for everything Robert... As I'm moving into a new flat with Twinnie, I've been on the scrounge rooting around in Mum's cavernous shed I've now renamed 'The Black Monstrous HUGE hole of death' and finding treasure! I'm driving back tomorrow to London with a car full of stuff, a belly full of food and tea and a heart full of love :] Lucky me! The wonderful Kate Kalvinos is a fantastically talented writer. Poetry is another form of food for the soul and Kate, one day you will be appreciated for what you do and who you are - a stunningly talented writer and OF COURSE, hippy. Movement. Omari Carter is a dancer to watch very closely. I've never seen someone move like you Omari. You're VERY special. Multicoloured Plasticine People... The show we've just finished at Young Actors Theatre. I've had the privilege of working with the two spirits above... I've enjoyed every moment of this crazy and thought provoking production. I love the cast almost as much as I love Marmite. And thats A LOT. Its come at the perfect time for me, just like every event in my life in the past few months. It makes me know in my soul that EVERYTHING has happened for a reason. Every single darn thing. I know I'm on the right path. The weather has been epic lately. Sunny to the max. Everyone wears shorts. I just ate two Petit filous. YUM. The advert always make wet myself though. I think I can actually feel my bones getting stronger though you know... The number 7. Its been surrounding me. Its my lucky number and has been totally significant in my life for the past few months. The next course is the cheese board... Best friends and dreams mean a lot to me... A friend is one who walks in, when the rest of the world walks out... Thank you to those special, inspirational people that have enriched my life recently... The stunning shows I've been blessed to be a part of with unbelievably talented people, my family and in particular, the people listed below. Your words and support, intentional or even in passing, meant a lot to me. The text next to your name might be something that reminds me of you, something you said or did... but in any case, I remembered it and thanks to you.... I made it. - Coco Amber Thaddeus. [SHOWER. I love you so much I cannot explain it. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING TWINNIE. I can't wait] - Bethan Hay. [WHITNEY. Kimberly Biscuit and your lists] - Yemi Adelekan. [Single to mingle with an EG in my hand and Disney on my iPod. I'll see you on WhatsApp...] - Omari Carter. [THANK YOU. We are similar. No. The same. MY BALLS] - Luke Clements. [YOU HUSSEY. Oh squiggly line in my eye... Bernie] - Kate Kalvinos. [YOU. ME. TIME. SPACE. Kiki Mushka] - Katy Lipson. [LOVE. Music. Song] - Joey Jarossi. [VOGUE, Disney and friendship. TE AMO] - Haneefah Armstrong. [GO. STOP. hatehatehate. Haneefah, you're a strong, very special and talented person] - Poppy Pierce. [SICK] - Orezime Marino. [I don't like living under your spotlight] - Caroline Rosslein. [Your message meant a lot Caro] - Jonathan Redfern. [Its hard to be evil. But easy to be Bisexual] - Mimmi. ["I facking KNEW this would happen!! He treats you like a slave....."] - Arky. [Whatever you need ducky...] - Thos Bower. [KIM. JUST TELL ME AND I'LL COME AND FUCK HIM UP] - Idris Elba [BUSTER DENTON. Fragment. Consider Revising.] Whoever or whatever put me on this planet. I thank you. :] [THEEND] xxx
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